WOW! Sh*t is hitting the fan this week. We have a few more months left until we head towards 2017!!! Are we there yet? ARGH!
The theme of this year in numerology is the number 9- a year of completion, and boy are we moving at the speed of light. While Im working on being present and in the moment daily, there are a few things I need to get off my chest, thus an energy update from yours truly!
The last super moon in Aries on 10/15 was wild! Talk about intense (Scorpio) energy coming full speed ahead and I can feel it strongly. Today was rough! Physical symptoms for me were headaches, fatigue and feeling off balance. Remember we all have different effects from cosmic energies. The more sensitive and aware, the more you will feel it.
People were calling me from everywhere needing to talk and be heard. I've noticed a theme and surge of old 'Mommy Issues' surfacing. I think this has to do with Libra in Scorpio and dealing with relationship issues. Anything that has been brushed aside or been ignored is arising and this could be from our ancient past called childhood (hehe). Call it a shedding process or some buried issues are knocking loudly to be addressed! Some are leaving toxic relationships and some quitting jobs/ leaving careers to follow their hearts and trusting the universe to guide them.
Im leaving a career in the mortgage and real estate industry after 10 years to follow my calling. So trust me when I say, 'we are all in this soul growth and evolution process together'! To me its a process of rapid growth as we learn to get out of our heads and into our hearts.
Going back to relationships...One of our most sacred relationship is the one with our parents or parent if you only had one. When we were growing up our parents were looked up to as our deities and the most important people in our lives. Of course! They made us, fed us, clothed us and obviously raised us for so many years. As we go inward in this journey and work on our internal issues a lot of the things we experienced in childhood get magnified if not addressed, and continue to urge us to break free from the ancestral beliefs and their negative habits we unconsciously follow. Sorry to disappoint you, but no human being is perfect. We were little sponges and not everything was positive and chipper so naturally we absorbed what we saw to then energetically carry it forward in our day to day lives with our own children, spouses, partners, and the ones closest to us. We unconsciously emulate what we learned, and its a real gnarly process to unlearn and re-set. (Been there, doing that). This is why I personally love using EFT, and cannot wait until I get certified to practice this modality. Its such an awesome technique to clear blocks and its a fast, effective process.
Don't get me wrong...Im not blaming anyone. I think they did the best they could in what they thought was suitable at that time. However, there isn't one person I have met who isn't dealing with or has dealt with past parental issues from childhood in one form or another. We have taken on so much, and its time to shed and release this week- once again.
Talk about a beat down!...
Im dealing with some immune system issues at the moment post root canal, and its coming from the left side of my body and that side is energetically known to represent the feminine. Im trying to see what this moon is telling me and looking within to see what is needed to upgrade or on the flip side, let go of. This could be diet for some or changing an old toxic pattern. Some just need a reboot to get stagnant feelings out. This is why energy clearing is so necessary and loved by many. I also think journaling is very important. Morning pages is a concept introduced by author Julia Cameron, and done in long hand when you wake up first thing in the morning and write your feelings down on three pieces paper. This causes you to de-clutter your subconscious mind and gain greater clarity as you go on with each day. I love reading my old journals! They show me how far I have come.
Even though I'm feeling awful due to being on antibiotics (after four years) and wondering if being ultra sensitive is a good thing or a curse, Im slowly rising in my divine feminine power. My moon is in Aries and I wasn't aware that the fire within me would get ignited to reveal the shadow self which are hidden aspects of ego and 'I WANT IT DONE MY WAY' stubbornness. The human belief system is the most complex form of separation ever invented to keep you from experiencing your authentic self, and change starts with looking within and peeling the masks. Lets not forget our favorite three letter word- EGO who shows up un-annouced. I'm not going to lie, my ego self has been going through the ringer last few days. FUN!
The thing about being awakened is that since it is an ongoing purification process you will get the rug pulled from underneath your feet when you least expect it, thus pushing or forcing you to realign. For now Im listening to my higher self and going within. I need a few days of rest, recovery, and surrender to the unknown mystery once again.
If you're going through it or clearing, I suggest an energy cleansing guided mediation and a detox bath. Also, don't forget to pat yourself on the back- You are a warrior!
Detox bath suggestion:
2 cups epsom
1 cup baking soda
Few drops of essential oil like Lavender or Frankincense
Sending lots of love,
*Also the Orionid meteor shower has been taking place since 10/2. The shower is expected to peak October 20th (tonight) and early morning of October 21st. Happy Star gazing folks!
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